By the way

There are moments when I actually enjoy Isla's middle-of-the-night feedings. After she eats is the best! She looks up at me and kind of seems shocked to see me sitting there, like wow, when did you get here? (Yes dear, I thought the whole reason you were crying was because you wanted me here). She's like a little bobblehead baby in the wee morning hours, like she's so tired and her head is too heavy to hold up. So she ends up "bobbling" and getting her face only inches away from mine. Such eye contact! Then she blinks with such intentionality. Sometimes she'll reach out and touch my face but she never makes a sound. These friends, are the sweetest of moments!